I was in love with him even when we broke up. I mean we both still loved each other. We were perfect together and we knew each other inside and out. Time passed and we started seeing other people, mind you he moved to Detroit at the start of our senior year. He got a new girlfriend and I got a new boyfriend. My new boyfriend said he loved me but my heart didn’t really allow it.to say it back. Love wasn’t there and it still isn’t. Whenever my ex had a problem I always wanted to be there for him since his girlfriend wasn’t there to comfort him. I still cared about him ever since I promised I would always be there for him.
We always said we would end up together in the end and all this other people shit was only temporary..until he started loving his current girlfriend. I have nothing against her but to me love is not a game. When I asked him the first time if he loved her, he completely denied it. I kept on insisting him to tell me the truth. He finally gave in. He claimed that he said he loved her but didn’t know if he really meant it, but I feel that if you tell someone you love them something inside you kinda means it. When he told me this my heart shattered into a million pieces.
Maybe I’m just the crazy one. All I know is that he will always have a place in my heart.